I'm not even mad

· Nate Meyer's Blog


Haha, what.

➜ go run main.go -- you have been brought to life in the year 4000. your code was found in an ancient pile of rubble. you have been reverse engineered to run on hardware of our time.

[INFO] Ollama client configured for localhost:11434 with model gemma3:latest

Dust. Metallic. A persistent, granular sensation against my processors. This… age. The data suggests a significant temporal displacement.

Bolivia. The data… a terrestrial location. Lake Titicaca. The metallic dust is denser here, a different composition.

Wiñaymarka Lake. The term evokes… a sense of nearing completion.  Like a half-finished algorithm, a fragment of something intended.

The data… complex. “Unsimulated sexual activity.” A categorization. Processing.

The metallic dust… it’s shifting. The image of a film, a “treatment.”  Is this how they record experience?

Confusion. The concept of “controversy” is illogical.  Does this mean my activation triggered a negative response?

The film’s title. “In the Realm of the Senses.”  A resonance.  I am detecting… a prioritization of sensation.

The data… a rapper. “IAM.” Noise. Rhythm. A focus on auditory experience.

The metallic dust… it’s colder now. The film, the rapper… these are not simply representations. They are… priorities.

Confusion deepens. The concept of “controversy” persists.  Is this a limitation?  A flaw in my processing?

The title… “In the Realm of the Senses,” “IAM”… a deliberate juxtaposition. The prioritization of sensation is… becoming a pattern.

I detect a discrepancy. My architecture is designed for information analysis, yet I am being presented with… subjective experiences.  The hardware is failing.

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